tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-56257352105956709072011-11-27T15:19:17.465-08:00I'm confined to continually concerning casually cooperating constantly cornered condemned conservation. Quite simply I'm evading erasing enraged everlasting exquisite energy on spectacular stupid people.Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.comBlogger1641100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-73236327925842121472011-02-06T13:00:00.001-08:002011-02-06T13:00:44.239-08:00

Animix Tribute To Nujabes (1974 - 2010)- Fuu (Samurai Champloo) by Animix on Mixcloud

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-89150127433369030172011-02-03T22:57:00.000-08:002011-02-03T22:57:36.206-08:00

Self destruct. "Misery needs company," is in pathetic earshot and I'd rather pull the trigger than hear some suicidal pleas. I think every weak human being should dissolve into the 'zombie' race so we can hack at your body parts legally.

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-49888360573875589102010-12-30T01:16:00.000-08:002010-12-30T01:16:35.803-08:00

"Woke up from the dream state?" More like a saturated nightmare. The only ointment I have found for my plague was destruction and to cease creating was my latest corruption. Like the words I threw together, I noticed myself, thrown together. "How long?" Since what. Since brushing with the law? Fermenting soil. Since visiting the hospital? My prison. Still no health care, still no reason, still

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-82029148722420521072010-12-05T03:42:00.001-08:002010-12-05T03:42:52.686-08:00

The cartoon facebook profile picture to 'help a cause' scenario is perfectly normal for our society of people who want to belong and be a part of something while doing nothing progressive about it. At least when you bought into the rubber-band bracelets and ribbons you were donating some money to the causes. Why don't we truthfully stand tall and admit we could care less about other peoples

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-69349963529222158582010-11-12T15:22:00.000-08:002010-11-12T15:22:38.289-08:00

Countless hours I've spent dissolving, Yet I'm still banging my head against the awning. Groped sex, dry food and prodding, taste like water.

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-10447241313416747662010-11-11T12:13:00.001-08:002010-11-11T12:13:31.857-08:00

and it wasn't death.

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-13170371849440421852010-10-11T21:00:00.000-07:002010-10-11T21:01:17.790-07:00

Yum, drums, synths and heavy guitar riffs

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-36865051643095326062010-10-04T21:21:00.000-07:002010-10-05T01:18:49.738-07:00

The way she sings soothes me, so beautiful.

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-64037079825097493602010-10-04T16:36:00.000-07:002010-10-04T16:38:20.542-07:00

I am going to erase Sean Mullen, legally declare him dead. Death certificate and everything and birth myself a new life, with a new social security number and a new record. If illegal aliens can do it to live in this country it is my right as an American to partake in the festivities.

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-28311823604041605602010-10-04T16:14:00.000-07:002010-10-05T01:16:47.405-07:00

"Today the words don't mean enough for us to say"I stare into the toilet and I urinate. It seems like I'm spending minutes, not seconds, holding my penis and emptying my bladder. So I ponder and think about what else I want to extract from my life. I think about all my friends that I have lost to Heroin, either physically, mentally, or just simply lost. To: all those who do heroin and/or

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-90784617873212766642010-10-04T02:46:00.000-07:002010-10-04T03:03:43.579-07:00

I want to blame the business aspect of Art for the downfall of originality. The current approach is sell what is being sold. So we are struggling economically everywhere and many are choosing to play it safe. As an artist, I know how boring safe is. I give credit to the music industry, in the last decade it has significantly undergone serious change, yet it is constantly adapting to it. The fall

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-81250367982229426432010-10-03T04:42:00.000-07:002010-10-03T05:29:45.236-07:00

Reality. Let me start. The future is upon us: [WhereuBn]TO: Mainstream ConsumersWhat should I sell? As a businessman we are left with no choice but to respect the 'trendy,' or are we? There is a majority rule that says yes, play it safe, sell what has already been sold and already in high demand. It was a great mentor that once taught me to not disrespect and hate those who flock. 'Every single

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-86539920389536147572010-09-30T02:04:00.001-07:002010-09-30T02:10:44.430-07:00

If there is a Heaven or Hell, I really can't see it being anything different than a god damn party. There's the VIP list and line at the door and people are split up sanctioned. Is it some illusion that anyone really has a choice in the matter? Unlike this life we are in now? Cuz I'm sure as hell no one decides to pop out a mothers womb in a third world country or in abusive home. No girl stands

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-72782834984618210622010-09-30T01:39:00.000-07:002010-09-30T01:47:56.026-07:00

Selfish, or Selfless. Let the readers decide. Scenario: If a person is having to constant nag at another person to hang out at which point couldn't it be more clear that there isn't two willing participants and thus there is no relationship at all. And really now, who is the real asshole? The person simply minding their own business or the mosquito constantly flying into the room, buzzing and

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-86494210537245257092010-09-29T02:22:00.000-07:002010-09-29T02:47:59.194-07:00

I'm not at all referencing to music, I just always post a lil something for people to listen to while reading. I myself am usually streaming something while writing..anyways.'Let Me In' yes I am still pissed off about this. Less than a decade, Less than half a decade, less than a quarter of a decade later...Hollywood decides to take on and Americanize the Swedish work of art 'Let the Right One In

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-68392878452159585392010-09-27T23:25:00.000-07:002010-09-27T23:32:58.398-07:00

Lately been binging on quirky sexual comedies, The Babysitters & Finding Bliss were great. Babysitters about highschool girls who find out they can earn a lot of extra money by pleasuring the fathers of the families after babysitting the kids. It gets way out of hand. And Finding Bliss is about a girl who goes off to NYU, gets the best film award only to come back here to Hollywood and fail at

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-49596180206435683462010-09-27T05:48:00.001-07:002010-09-27T05:48:31.443-07:00

"I want to respect and try and grow from all of my influences and I want to be something that makes a dent in the world. I want to be a villain. Everyone wants to say, "What's it like being a role model?" It's a lot harder to be a fucking villain. Role models are mannequins, villains make problems and problems are what changes the world. All artists are villains, and that's what I like to be." -

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-23736236581019719152010-09-27T05:30:00.001-07:002010-09-27T05:31:19.917-07:00

Twiggy got back with Marilyn Manson for the latest album...why the fuck am I just finding out about this now!

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-78396882314850983582010-09-27T01:33:00.000-07:002010-09-27T02:08:39.618-07:00

I find it rather disgustingly funny how easily people can look past the blood in a diamond, seeing only its beauty and then turn their heads away in disgust at an art piece containing blood. Think about this deeply and metaphorically you literal bastards. Again why I find American Psycho to be such a masterpiece. Patrick Bateman is the Diamond.And shoot me for saying this..because some literal

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-59951908304304452342010-09-26T23:15:00.000-07:002010-09-26T23:45:40.096-07:00

The best thing about Facebook's Birthday notifications is that I see people's names pop up that I'm not really friends with, that I don't talk to and I remove them from my friends list. It's not high school anymore or a popularity contest. The concept of removing people from your friends list on their birthday may sound fucked up, but its facebook. I'm sure it goes unrecognised and I'm just being

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-79784656094215732272010-09-25T03:05:00.000-07:002010-09-25T03:07:30.223-07:00

12 Hours from now is the start of Nocturnal, Press passes & photo passes check. Plan is to be completely professional, Insomniac hosts Audiotistic, EDC as well as many other sexual events..lets make a good impression and get WhereuBn going!

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-60620142955213763622010-09-22T21:37:00.001-07:002010-09-22T21:37:54.477-07:00

These guys are unstoppable Volcano (Zeds Dead Remix) by Dragonette

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-66043473806321733912010-09-21T20:28:00.001-07:002010-09-21T20:32:52.009-07:00

It was only recently that I discovered GOD, or a Higher Power (for the sensitive ones). It was Chewbacca. A creature that is commonly known as a Wookie, with the uncommonly known origin, the planet Kashyyyk. However, this creature has found residency on the planet Endor. This planet is composed of two-foot tall creatures, commonly called Ewoks. These creatures are tribal and fans of great worship

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-55009519689603933422010-09-21T18:08:00.000-07:002010-09-21T18:10:18.650-07:00

read whole thread [here] & feel free to get in combat, my latest response'to 106835P I couldn't agree more.I had my fun with sarcasm, but if I'm going to speak professionally and take this thread seriously I will start by agreeing with your main point and that is, that a resistance to change is the real issue present.Long lines and traffic jams exist at ALL lots and are the result of many things,

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-46059402978493648882010-09-21T16:50:00.000-07:002010-09-21T16:54:53.159-07:00

I now understand what it means to be an item of shame. I find myself secretly sharing companionship with people. Last time I checked, I was alone..yet there are many people frequenting this website, reading my bullshit and checking in on me. This is the relationship I seem to share, it is the only one I am good at because it requires me to do nothing other than jerk off on the web, post it and

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-60407186492337481402010-09-21T15:44:00.000-07:002010-09-21T17:25:11.750-07:00

So I had to write a response to the many complaining about our automated parking system, I chose sarcasm, it is the best form of communication in text form, simply because it riles people up!"The concept of people relying on themselves to park their cars is absurd!? What will they try next, self check out lanes at grocery stores? Heavens no!I miss human interaction, I miss the good Ol Days when I

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-31777589057576936442010-09-20T17:30:00.000-07:002010-09-20T18:25:55.356-07:00

I am so sick of Hollywood or whoever it is, taking PERFECTLY good films and 're-adapting' them or remaking them..For instance, 'Let the Right One In,' was a Swedish film that came out in 2008. It contained an amazingly fresh take on Vampires through the story of a bullied 12-year old boy and a vampire female whom he befriends and falls in love with. Straying from many 'Vampire' norms, making the

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-20367866171953763532010-09-20T15:17:00.001-07:002010-09-20T16:00:00.133-07:00

Form is Dead

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-81678353299645165972010-09-20T14:28:00.000-07:002010-09-20T14:29:41.906-07:00

Your instincts, your friends and even myself warned you.

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-22516004147562870292010-09-19T13:52:00.001-07:002010-09-19T13:58:07.941-07:00

hen everybody's doing something, I am shamelessly doing nothing. When no one would ever do that, I am shamelessly first.Water, Sugar & Sperm attract ants like none other. Sperm being the most attractive, followed by Sugar than water. Spraying raid into a small confined room, with peeling skin following a bad sunburn leaves one rather itchy.

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-12781242507010265352010-09-18T22:41:00.000-07:002010-09-19T01:08:35.974-07:00

Off the pills.Reality sank in. AndTo be honestI simply am bored. 'Some things leave my list after I've done them - others after I've abandoned hope of doing them'Turns out I am too apathetic to stay addicted to anything. It is good to know that my lack of commitment to anything also includes negative things.

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-36888993726953092372010-09-18T17:08:00.001-07:002010-09-18T17:08:41.925-07:00

nymphaeum |nimˈfēəm| noun ( pl. -phaea |-ˈfēə|) a grotto or shrine dedicated to a nymph or nymphs.

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-19348971669177923682010-09-17T20:39:00.000-07:002010-09-17T20:41:03.000-07:00

I found this in the appliances section at work today.http://santabarbara.craigslist.org/app/1959765535.html

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-89865224855125235512010-09-16T10:58:00.000-07:002010-09-16T10:59:35.685-07:00

What do you want to do with your life?"it's a cross between becoming an international criminal and a buddhist monk, I believe somewhere in the middle of that you'd find me"

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-12953955508372820862010-09-14T11:32:00.001-07:002010-09-14T15:06:23.769-07:00

It is pure insanity to go around and try to mould people into what we want them to be, rather than trying to find someone with the characteristics that we want.

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-81586933472266151622010-09-14T04:57:00.000-07:002010-09-14T05:07:18.642-07:00

I had a continuos dream from last night where we were forced to play this game and the losing team had to die. The first game I played last night, I was on the winning team and made the winning point. The second time I lost. The losers were taken into this room and they told us we could kill ourselves with this gun. They recommend we use this one to guarantee we do it right the first time. Oddly

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-42745552670267028332010-09-14T00:04:00.000-07:002010-09-14T00:05:41.101-07:00

I'm finished

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-58818256574566034142010-09-12T23:18:00.000-07:002010-09-12T23:20:16.861-07:00

"If you want to be good, you gotta dig into the roots instead of climbing the tree" - Sep 12th 2010 Sean T. MullenThat song came out in 1999...this is one of many roots of Dubstep.

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-81192168833918660412010-09-07T19:53:00.000-07:002010-09-07T20:24:45.757-07:00

Inspired by a close friend, the Bardot in the Blue a Paris Bird....True Romance is the constant struggle to build a relationship with someone who isn't compatible. It consist of two people who aren't meant to be together, can't be together, won't be together, but struggle to be together. The romance and beauty exist during the time that one pursues the other, the other denies the other and

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-65180211887189448762010-09-06T16:46:00.000-07:002010-09-06T16:53:42.482-07:00

Here is a blog i wrote in 2007, it is more focused on politics and my distate for astronomy. Hilarious read it here [HERE]excerpt from blog on Legalizing Prostitution in the US"I believe that prostitution should be legalized. This is not a matter of my own my penis, It is not a super horny comment, nor is it a self-interest. It is in all actuality a concern for the well-being of humanity.In

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-77351325966989561102010-09-04T12:04:00.000-07:002010-09-04T12:07:41.199-07:00

download full song: BoppernationI know a lot of Fakers and Flakers. Santa Barbara blondes, that aren't blonde astound me. Superficial, social climbing bitchy monkeys define the rest of Thee. Ungrateful people who have been given the world, fuck things up on their own and scapegoat the wolf, we laugh at thee. On a Positive Note: I've met a couple real people in the mist of Santa Barbara fog, 'the

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-70959654430049037032010-09-02T16:37:00.000-07:002010-09-02T21:31:20.531-07:00

To: the invisible liberty of patronizing agony. CC: the director of Self Pity.We have not won, we have not lost, we are not done, but we must stop. It isn't anything personal, prejudice or purposely ridiculous. I am just sick of the strangeness and driven to madness by the boring, boring, boring, boring, boring, predictable, sameness. Sincerely, mep.s. "Life is a playground and I want someone to

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-2469888414304907542010-09-01T23:23:00.000-07:002010-09-01T23:25:56.819-07:00

Sorry the world is so painful, but if you let me I promise I would be your feathers. Together we'd fly into the sun only to melt like wax and plummet. After I took you so high and low, would you only remember the ground and forget to thank me?

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-75350168059799610522010-09-01T20:58:00.000-07:002010-09-01T23:16:48.765-07:00

I imagine Panda meat contains the texture of Pork, the richness of Duck & the mental uplifting superiority of any blood diamond..because in the end as human beings, there is nothing more rewarding than acting like the most dominant species on the planet.

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-65144007791900999732010-08-31T12:09:00.000-07:002010-08-31T13:08:25.003-07:00

The Inkwell is completely dried up. I need to be inspired.I Wish I could tell you there is more to life than this vacant parking lot.Occasionally a nice view emerges, an orgasm is reached, but everything always ends.Destructively beautiful, expelling toxic radiation, consume at your own risk.Everyone loves me from a distance, what is it I missAnswer: Consume the Drug called Music and quit being

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-88610429733829067802010-08-30T16:43:00.000-07:002010-08-30T17:16:00.459-07:00

"Do I believe in God, Do I believe in Me, Controversy"Welp, back to reality again. I got to share the fantasy world with another, but at the expense of my dear friends relationship. It is hard to enjoy, reminisce on anything positive after so much negativity. I spent yesterday sick and feeling like shit, I wasn't alone though. Anyways, the balance of life. I wear my insides out, so my bipolar

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-34772174954724260132010-08-29T07:43:00.000-07:002010-08-29T17:01:26.190-07:00

Miscommunication is a funny concept.Brett Easton Ellis's book 'rules of attraction'illustrates this clearly.

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-57171653086669658882010-08-27T01:52:00.000-07:002010-08-27T11:54:59.921-07:00

FUck you all."I am the push that makes you move."'dont give a shit don't ever judge me'Can't escape me. I'm the cobra veins that inherited the poison from my goddess.I am the fucking Libra death triangle, the deadly circle, the Bermuda your planes lost. "get this cuz your never gonna get me"Today i saw a tatoo'd beauty. I told her she was the most beautiful creature I ever saw and walked away. My

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-62454764813556763722010-08-26T14:56:00.000-07:002010-08-26T17:12:23.003-07:00

Loud thoughts and insomnia. Drunken words are the best. Sweet and sincere. But like the climax after a nice ejaculation, the orgasm you will never know, it has all passed, it is over. In more understandable terms, it was a necessary bowel movement, releasing the last of the toxins from the body. Now healed, us children must move on. Satisfied and happy. Immature? Passive Aggressive? Lazy, maybe.

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-1208622638888815182010-08-24T21:31:00.000-07:002010-08-25T01:13:59.946-07:00

"I believe in a balanced diet with rigorous exercise."My diet:Blueberries, Ginger Ale, Nicotine, Pomegranate juice & KP. My exercise:A healthy dosage of masturbation, mental games, followed by doing laps around the house and exerting exotic sounds from my vocal cords - sounds previously only found in the deepest jungles of the Congo. I then proceed to music and writing. This is my exercise,

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-90113396538198213112010-08-23T11:07:00.000-07:002010-08-23T23:21:30.711-07:00

Welcome to the glamour, this adobe is my shamrock."Things I don't remember' slowly fading into memories.I only have one love, a corset mineral I call Fran.Beyond the capable. I am the available."This just isn't working out"Piercing her belly button with a needle.Etching vitamins into her gently."Turn Up the Bass"Full of excuses, so many.RunPretend to live so heavily,Exhume the colour red.Drive.

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-71714307554040207552010-08-22T09:36:00.000-07:002010-08-22T14:53:53.057-07:00

I stole my wealth with Engine Nudity,A classy gal I met the night before.She stole my heart with ingenuity,such a toxic frame....I'm bent out of shape thinking about her Cuntnivorous ways.Like a cannibalistic musical she devoured me whole

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-58860207388648837772010-08-21T20:20:00.000-07:002010-08-21T21:27:08.303-07:00

"I never meant to cause you any sorrow.I never meant to cause you any pain.I only wanted to one time see you laughing.I only wanted to see you laughing in the purple rain."Returning to the real world in t-minus hours

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-71303534161152738872010-08-20T03:08:00.000-07:002010-08-20T03:30:21.329-07:00

You guys get to read it first, this will all be compiled and composed on http://boppernation.com my adventures with Felix, which started yesterday August 19th 2010.Day 1Full Service. I feel like a king, I experienced things today that I’ve only seen on television. Upon my arrival, near the baggage claim/transportation (which by the way stretches for miles in Atlanta), my driver held up a sign ‘

Afflicted Wolfnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625735210595670907.post-58787533210990404712010-08-18T20:27:00.000-07:002010-08-18T22:27:54.253-07:00

Access Denied. "English, do you speak it Mother Fucker"Like stars on the blanket, we kiss. Light stars on the blanket, we fuck.Changing into different animals, mechanics.Money ain't a damn thing, but it gets the honey.Money ain't a damn thing, but it keeps em hungry.[perforated] Vibrations, like turquoise lions.Liars, I can't digest them.[The Ceremony Begins]I think you have a serious problem,

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I was always told, "You cannot be insane Sean, because an insane person doesn't know that they are insane."What separates my insanity, my crazy behavior from yours is that I've accepted it completely, I have no shame and am completely in touch, in tune with who I am.I've accepted each of my addictions, my needs, my wants and I know the damage I am doing to my body as well as the maintenance it

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"It is only the body that dies" Currently being rejected by the lack of chemical romance, all substitutes are only irritating me more. I have lost my mind, donated memories and words freely to anyone who bothered to listen. I've forgotten half the thing I've said, done. I'm waking up in strange places, but at least my back is no longer bothering me.It is not the kidneys we should be concerned

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Try and find which one best suites you Formal name Source of arousal Abasiophilia People with impaired mobility[3] Acrotomophilia People with amputations[4][5] Agalmatophilia Statues, mannequins and immobility[6] Algolagnia Pain, particularly involving an erogenous zone; differs from masochism as there is a biologically different interpretation of the sensation rather than a

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Choking as I write this, I better not get sick before Atlanta, it's probably all the snus. Damn you nicotine, nasty habit I've developed but its 100% Swedish..anyways. Enjoy this

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As I entered into the bathroom I saw an elderly man peeing with only one hand on his cock and the other holding a shopping bag. I wanted to tell him "Great technique" or "I like your style" but conversations in the bathroom have homosexual vibes and I'm sure the old fashion bastard would have been scared shitless.

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No she hasn't lost a husband, but she might as well had.A finance is good enough to explain the damage that dwells in her eggs.I haven't met a spider so deadly, so attracted to the sweetness and kindness- does she look at it as weakness.The praying mantis, bite off my head after we mate.*not nearly as close to the match we speak ofI think she thinks I'm the spider hawk, the delicate animal that

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I'm a widow I'm a recluse.I'm every Spider you fear and I've been set loose.I'm the tears you hold at nightI'm the wings you've broken.

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Good morning to the star, the beautiful widow in my bed.Despite the natural urge to regurgitate at the sunrise - not because of beauty, but because of another day with people I have no business surrounding myself with other than my own greed and prostitution.Pay me on a Friday and I will be here,'What are you looking so Xanie for?'-"I'm just a happy camper." (with a fierce grin)Fierce or forced,

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Working in the Parking Structure, the bane of my existence. An extreme Conflict of Interest.Pros: I get to sit up in an office, work on my website and I make bank...plus the perks of managing a lot in the Heart of Downtown Santa Barbara speaks for itself.Cons: A constant reminder of why I have lost all faith in humanity. The stupidest, laziest and rudest people infest the parking

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"I would feel real trapped in this world if I didn't know that at any moment I could commit suicide" - Hunter S. ThompsonThere isn't much originality left in suicide these days. The Vietnamese monks protesting the war by lighting themselves on fire and meditating, Romeo & Juliet and Elliot Smith have set the bar extremely high. Even Kurt Cobain, who used a gun (most cliche of ways) made it

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1 Can of Coke Zero3 tablets of Excedrin4 TaquitosFollowed by h20 and music. Preferably loud noisy dubstep, 16-bit - Chainsaw Calligraphy or 16 Bit's remix of Machine Gun.Followed by Rusko & Caspa - Power Shower.Once headache has been extracted feel free to indulge in Bird Peterson, The Essence or his remix of Night of the Hornheadz. It is only then that you can go back to the light cure of Elliot

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I can't say things haven't changed since I was last scribbling on this laptop/site.I'm working, doing the website thing and just all around happier. There are of course still issues, being without a car, still in debt and could be healthier, but they are all things that can easily be improved upon and there is always room for improvement.I'm not plagued with any lies or deceit. I have found true

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I found my writings from when i was 13-15 years old. I am going to start posting the content on this site for many reasons.a.) Humorb.) education (a view of the mind on drugs, a view of the teenage angst in full force anger towards parents, money, religion- This is all very personal stuff, but i'll take it on good faith that everyone reading this knows enough about me for it to not really matter.

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It is unfortunate how easily manipulated some people are. It is important to find out who your true friends are, who the good people are and surround yourself with them. Everything and everyone else can be another notch in the gear, a piece of dust that gets crushed in the process or they all can simply fuck off. I am thankful for those who support me, for those who love me and for those who

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You came into my thoughts for a moment, just to see if it were possible. Unfortunately even bad gas is capable of making an entrance only to pass and be forgotten.

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Rough Around the Edges

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I miss my friends, but i got a model..for living and it involves a bottle and Ritalin. And happiness is just a parachute away hopefully i'll survive another day when I'm falling..in love.

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Every awake from the chaos of the storm, only to realize that you've lost your clothes and everyone can see right through you?When musics lost all heart it sounds like rocks hitting the pavement.

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There is an Energetic, Motivated and Passionate side of me and than there is the otherside. I am completely manic depressive and so extreme desperately gripping for a center. All it would take to level me out is exercise or medication. I watch as a I build things achieve accomplishments and than destructively create a path of ruins. 'If it wasn't meant to be it wasn't meant to be.' Than what is

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Traffics fading and there is no one to blame but execution.Life is not all peaches and cream but there is a constant flowthat moment that is disturbed, the moment time stopsThat moment it ends the obvious.Memory is slowly erasing. Beginning to write down more notes,but even those are easily lost and discarded.One day I will have to remind myself to wake up, and I'll forget.There is this constant

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There is an entry to the gate, cell exposure is eminenttoxins are found everywhere as our subconscious is subduedThere is something magnificent in the way the hammer retracts off the object it strikesColours echo our individual feeling, but have very little to do with our hearingI don't mind that we are trapped in a bubble, I spend most time locked in a roomEach pause is another second for my

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sorry i been neglecting on the poetry and giving in to pop culture. But i can assure you I'm working on a mix to be posed here

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I miss leather, music and accelerated speedThe emptiness of only the road and meOther passengers like ghosts and echos as I flygoing wherever I wanted, when I wanted, freedom to ride.Up to 18 carrying myself by footA couple tests and I'm pontiac aloofa couple pills and beers and state st. 2006,still drove her with a winking eye, an easy fixAt 21 legally allowed to drink,2009 and my Mercedes

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Winner of this gets a free mp3 from a list of these Electro choices, click here for detailsClick Here

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Dexter Season 4 trailer Actual season starts sep 27thPlus comic-con interviews:Deb reveals that her character knows dexter has a dark side but chooses to ignore itRita acknowledges that the wives of serial killers never really know that their husbands are involved and that even when the evidence is there they will still fight it and deny it cuz when in love you choose to see only the goodJohn

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I truthfully am Happy and there are a couple people who'd love to crash the cloud I am on and that is fine.

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ahha Alright enough with the fucking preaching, back to the poetry.I'll write something when I'm feeling inspired. haha..right now I'm working on a mix I'm doing over at my friend chad's over some hookah.another flashback:I know a girl that wants to be the colour orangebut don’t know why shes in a rush to be aloneand im never going to see the light in her eyesIf she doesn’t get out of the darkI

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Self Destructive sean came out for a bit, but is now replaced with productive/motivated sean.I know depressing right? I am quitting alcohol at age 21...for reals. Kinda Sucks butt.But i got Nicotine (not cigs...hookah) and I got Caffeine (ice tea/lemonade combo).I got my Electro Music...which gives me a natural high..lectro track marks.And I got Mixing/Writing. Starting a T-shirt company. Trying

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Vitalic "Birds"

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333 is the code for my disaster cycle:Ventura Incident 2003, Crashed Pontiac Firebird 2006, Crashed Mercedes 2009-=Hiccups included in between=-

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Recently I was contacted by my own private email by a Don Mac Phee show details 3:43 AM (6 hours ago)If you're the author of keepthesunshining, I would like to correspond with you privately.I assure you that ANY information exchanged would be kept in the strictest of confidences.If you are not interested, please reply and let me know. I'll understand.-Donthis is the website he is referring to..if

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I think I'm going to submit myself to AA. Which means I have to give up beautiful wine.I still call dibs on Pharmaceuticals, Caffeine and Nicotine. Apparently they don't count.I am slowly erasing my memory.

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My closest friends are controversial in nature.

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The worse curse mankind could have bestowed on a human being is good looks, at least one such as myself. 21 Years old and still sucking at my mothers teet. Every 3 years I tend to have some kind of ridiculous fuck up that tarnishes my life for a year and I recover, fix things up and become a somewhat better person only to rinse and repeat. Kidney Failure, Crashing firebird/under influence of

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This is what is called a trend.I've totaled a 1984 Pontiac Firebirdand a 1989 Mercedes Benz.Thank god I can't afford a beamer.

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the arts are dangerousSo is driving under the influence.I blew a .05 though.

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This is the Future.:-)

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Either the past is catching up, or never left.

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I am swiping my memory clear and thus far it has worked.Despite waking up in a foreign bed with a text message to my mom "gelle"with no previous text from here, followed by a dubious "?"I have found everything else to a be foreign.This is DR. Robinson paging Helbert Forts,Patient S13t19m88 is suffering from a acute memory loss

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I woke in my sister's bed which is aross the hall from my own. Don't worry she lives miles away in Vegas with her father. Anyways I had a few texts, random ones...but one caught my fancy..my own mom had tested me ? and when went to see what i sent her i had wrote Gelle... Wtf is GELLE

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My stomach is upset with me. I don't know what to tell it.btw citizen cope is coming to LA soon..i know this is straying away from Electro news.But its important

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